Se7en - Somebody Else (romanization + english subbed)

nice song :)

my side of story

i did try to wait. but tonite, ur priority is not me and my priority is between u and my job. u din even try to get thru to me within all ur means. wat u did and wat u watsapp me really made me felt very bad. when i called u and u watsapp back i alr felt not very good at tat point of time cos i tot of smth but i dismissed it cos i din wanna be jealous in every little thing tat u might have done unconciously and i din wanna sound out first cos i tot tat would jus add weight to ur burden but seems like im the one in the wrong and ya maybe im not so impt after all, jus exactly the way i felt. maybe becos im not good enuff for you, im not sensitive enuff, im not pampering u enuff. watever the reason....
many times i dun even noe wat u say is really true or just to make me happy.
afterall, someone who can be with you anytime and talk to you is better than someone whom u can onli see once a week and talk thru msg.

so 1yr passed so quickly. 2weeks and 1yr ago, i jus enlisted to NS and the new start of the nxt phase of my life. here i am, wondering how much have i grown. how much have i been of an influence to ppl around me.
after many talks by ex and current high ranking officers, a lil light is shed to my career path which was filled with mist. im starting to see the bigger picture in this job i've undertaken. still bumping my way thru life, seraching for a higher purpose, for the "real" me. discovering life. understanding nature. trying to gain knowledge and wisdom everyday. nothing seems wrong right now, but nothing seems right either.
in our busy daily routines, we might have neglected some of our families and friends. i can onli seek for their understanding. im still learning, growing, changing. i have many uncertainties. insecureness. how i hope tat the wish i made for time to fly when i was young to be reversed. right now, everything seems to rush by.
i wanna be a small boyboy again, where ppl will be so forgiving towards, and pamper me and bombard me with love and care. nida cave in for a period.

12 12 11

The first nite u said u wanna call me and actually did called. 428days for ur first call :3

Sometimes, ppl nid to close their eyes to the things they want and open their eyes to the things they got. Life will be much happier!

DUTY HONOUR COUNTRY

so my course is gonna end soon! having loads of mixed emotions. but im sticking to my plans n goals. and yes, many of you noe, i've chosen the path whr im gonna put my country above everything else. it'll be my life and my job to defend my loved ones. dun really love my job yet cos i haven been fully adapted to things around. but i'll love it once i settle down. many things are happening, changing, some for the better some worse. but im letting some slide and not gonna concern myself with it too much, im working for my short term goals now. recently babyy have been quite sweet and giving me more attention alr. think becos now dun work nite time le more energy and enuff rest :)
New phase of life is gonna start soon! i've lost but i've gained a lot too! life is definitely gonna go on for me, so i'll finish this downslope and starting climbing up again! i'll reach the submit jus to enjoy tis sunset. end of the day the view will be worth working hard for :D
Adios

ihate ppl who dun reply msg. But tats for ppl who dun reply.
I hate myself when my friends dun reply msg cos it jus show i meant nth to them. i put in my effort. its time for a rest.

Feel like going back to the old me. jus chiong game everyday and forget about everything else. dun wanna talk to people. lesser interaction = lesser friction
And no
nid to tink too much about those shitty stuffs.